How to make sure that I don't just settle at 20....

First of all, thank you all again SO MUCH for all the great support and feedback about my pictures and the progress that they really show! I am proud of myself for posting them, and feel so fortunate to have such a great support network out there! Thanks to all who commented and sent me notes in other forums... it means so much!

But, 20lbs isn't the end goal, and I have more to do... With my recent focus on getting to 20lbs and trying to make sure i keep moving forward, I have been revisiting my points watching on Weight Watchers.

The past several months, I really haven't been counting points religiously. My eating had changed enough that I was feeling okay about being in the right ball park, plus between activity points and flex points for the week, i certainly wasn't going over. But I know that there are days I don't eat enough points (not a good thing) and then days where I blow by the points. I decided to commit the next 3 weeks to getting back to tracking all my points again.

The other reason? Well, the downside of losing 20lbs means that my points got recalculated, and now, I get 18 points a day. When I started WW, I got 20 points a day. It may not seem like much, but it's worth my time to focus on it and see just how much of an impact it makes.

It's a good reminder to me to make sure I'm really watching what I'm eating, both to make sure I get enough on the days I tend to eat less, and making sure that I'm not splurging TOO much on my splurge days.

On the other hand, I've been very good at getting to the gym the last few weeks, too. I've consistently been able to make it 3 times a week the last many weeks, and I'm hopeful that, now that Spring is here, it will be easier for me to supplement that with some outside time. I think between the focus on the activity and the renewed focus on what I'm eating, I'll have enough momentum to make sure I don't just settle in at 20 lbs lost. I still have much more I want to accomplish.

It's not just about getting to bathing suit body. It's different than that. I want better cardiovascular health. I want better muscle strength so that I can do things that I enjoy at higher levels and for longer periods of time. Losing weight and gaining muscle both help me with that a lot, but there is more to do, and I'm excited about keeping it up and going forward.

Hope you're enjoying the beautiful first weekend of Spring out there!

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Well, I found the courage I didn't think I had.

Okay. Here goes. I'm puttin' it all out there.

My "Before" and my "So Far" pictures... not quite "Afters", yet... (Start in purple, today in Peach/Orange, if you couldn't tell!)

Half way there...

First of all, as expected, though I got to 20lbs lost on Friday (normally my lowest day of the week), I'm back up a little today.

This week's weigh in: -1.0 lb.
Total weight loss: -19.1 lbs.

I am okay with this, and know I'll be back below 20 soon enough, and for a more permanent status.

I took measurements tonight, and I had some progress on that point, too. Each of the bust, waist and hips were down a little, for a total this 10 weeks of -3.5 inches. That brings my grand total of inches down to -13 inches since the beginning. That's about 11% of my inches, which seems like a good amount. I still have more work to do there, but I feel good that it's still going in a good direction.

So, I'm half way through this thing. It's a great time to reflect on all I've done. I'm pleased with all I've done, and know that I could work much harder (and will need to) in order to stay focused toward my ultimate goal. But I know it's a lot easier to lose the last 10 than it is to lose 30, so I've got that going for me.

I feel good, I look good, and, to be honest, I can't believe how doable this all was. If you're looking for an excuse to try to meet your own challenge, believe me. Set a reasonable goal, do a fair amount of work that feels balanced, and find your own self-discipline, and you can do it, too.

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Ugh. So easy to make a bad choice.

I met an old friend today for lunch. We met at a convenient place, and the options were Cosi and Qdoba. (Apparently Upper Crust pizza was also an option, but I didn't see it until after Qdoba.)

Pressure to order quickly, I tried to decide what to get. I decided I'd do something with meat, and that would be my protein for the day. I decided that a grilled quesadilla sounded like I could do it in a simple way. I could get cheese but half of what they'd normally use. I wouldn't get anything extra, other than salsa. And I wouldn't eat the whole thing. And I did all that.

Then I came back and looked up the nutritional info on what I ate. Are you kidding me?????

Now, I didn't eat the whole thing, so I can cut some of the details out of it, but suffice it to say I probably ate more saturated fat in one day than I normally do in a few weeks combined. In terms of points, I didn't go over for my day, but I also didn't have much of a dinner... Really, the fat was out of control, though. I can't imagine what other people eat in a lunch at Qdoba on a given day.

I'm glad I didn't indulge and eat the whole thing, and it's a great reminder that, when I leave myself open to meals without planning and forethought, I can get in trouble.

Good thing I went to Zumba tonight! I'll recover from this, and it won't get in my way, but it's a reminder that it's easy to lose sight of the hard work if you're not careful.

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It's not official, but still worth noting...

I weighed myself this morning and there it was. Twenty Pounds.

My Half-Way mark on my 60 weeks is this coming Monday, and I met my goal of "get to 20 pounds lost by week 30".

It's not my official weigh in day (Mondays) and who knows where I'll be at by then; could be up, for sure. But, I'm putting this one in the "Win" column in terms of my goal.

I've been getting a lot of compliments about how I look, and someone yesterday said to me:

"You look great. Do you feel great?"

And I just beamed and said that I did.

Honestly, even though I have been lighter in my life, I think in terms of my over all style and appearance, I think I probably look the best I ever have. I'm feeling very comfortable in my skin these days, and that's a great place to be!

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The best way to 2 good weeks is to make sure you start with 1.

I have to tell you, I was a bit surprised this morning. I was all prepared to just tank this week 30 goal of 20 lbs, thinking that I didn't eat healthy enough this weekend (not too bad, really, but not enough protein and more on the carbs side, I believe), to make much of a difference. But I had a good weigh in this week, and it keeps me motivated to work hard this last week and MAYBE get to that goal... Not a given, and will take a really dedicated week, but, just maybe....

Anyway, on to this week's numbers:

This week's weigh in: -1.6 lbs.
Total weight loss: -18.1 lbs.

In bigger news, as far as statistics go, I hit a big milestone in the "BMI" world. I officially have squeaked into the range of "normal". Now, not everyone thinks that BMI is an accurate measure of weight, let alone anything else, and it really doesn't take into account frame and other things. But it's certainly something to measure against, and I like that sort of thing. So, I could set a goal, and I could achieve the goal, and I did.

So, I do hope to make it to the gym 4 times this week, and I hope to keep my eating squeaky clean in order to do whatever I can to get to this goal. But I do know that there's no real failure in not getting 2 lbs this week, considering the success I've had so far.

Stay tuned to see how I do during this week, and what next week has in store: Week 30, including measurements, and the official half way point on my journey!

Thanks for reading!

Sweating again is good!

Thursday night, I made it back to Zumba since before I got sick. It was a great work out, and I got right back into it. A few dances I was a *little* rusty on, but for the most part, I was back into, right in the front row. Amy (instructor) was happy to see me back after a few weeks, and was really supportive afterwards. And, catching glimpses of myself in the mirror isn't as scary as it used to be -- I look like I know what I'm doing, and I look good doing it! :-)

Tomorrow morning, I look forward to going back to the power pilates class up in NH... that one, I haven't been to in a while! I expect it will kick my butt, but in a good way. It will also help me stay focused during my "downslide" weekends that I seem to have.

I'm starting to get a lot more comments at work about how good I look. Some people see me every single day and don't necessarily see the big change, but the ones I don't see as often are noticing and saying something. I can't tell you how much reinforcement and encouragement that gives me! It really helps to keep me motivated for the next several months ahead.

I hope those of you trying to work on your goals are finding the same kind of encouragement in your own world!

Thanks for reading!